If I vent my anger on these few, Sathya Yuga will not be delayed. I always tell that those who have harmed me and caused me to suffer should not suffer. This is why Swami has said that I have tied Karmic law with my compassionate nature. He said, “If you kill them with your feelings, then Karmic law will function.

At the beginning of the great battle in Mahabharata, Arjuna saw his relations and family members and said, “I do not want a kingdom won through bloodshed and killing.” To dispel his delusion, Sri Krishna revealed His Viswaroopa form and said, “Oh Arjuna, I have already killed them all. You are only the Nimithakarana, an instrument.” In the same way, Swami told me to destroy all without forgiveness so that the Karmic law can function as an instrument. The boon I received from Swami that none should be punished on my account, has tied Karmic law and stopped it from functioning. Only if they are punished can the Sathya Yuga dawn.

If not for Duryodhana, Karmic law could not have functioned and all would have survived. Due to this one man, Karmic law functioned for the destruction of many.

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If I vent my anger on these few, Sathya Yuga will not be delayed. I always tell that those who have harmed me and caused me to suffer should not suffer. This is why Swami has said that I have tied Karmic law with my compassionate nature. He said, “If you kill them with your feelings, then Karmic law will function.”

At the beginning of the great battle in Mahabharata, Arjuna saw his relations and family members and said, “I do not want a kingdom won through bloodshed and killing.” To dispel his delusion, Sri Krishna revealed His Viswaroopa form and said, “Oh Arjuna, I have already killed them all. You are only the Nimithakarana, an instrument.” In the same way, Swami told me to destroy all without forgiveness so that the Karmic law can function as an instrument. The boon I received from Swami that none should be punished on my account, has tied Karmic law and stopped it from functioning. Only if they are punished can the Sathya Yuga dawn.

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The ignorant will be redeemed and attain liberation. But why has Swami told not to forgive or show compassion to these few. They are the people who read my nadis ten years ago. Through these, they came to know what the sages say about Swami and I. These revelations became the cause for my being prevented from entering Prasanthi Nilayam.
Now for a second time, the same people received details about the latest nadi readings from my new book. Once more, they began to harass me. Since they are aware of their actions, Swami said that I should not forgive them. Because these few people stopped me from seeing Swami, the dawn of Sathya Yuga is delayed.
In the Shiva Sutra, I wrote about Mother Sita in the chapter, ‘New Female Dawn’. I wrote that though she had great patience and forbearance, she should have fought against injustice. Now Swami has said the same to me, “Why are you patiently bearing the injustice done to you?” I wrote that Mother Sita should have sent her two sons, Lava and Kusha to Ayodhya and asked Sri Rama for justice. She should have established her right for the relationship. I continued by saying that I am not like her. I will establish my right and relationship. I will fight with God. 

Swami is God and I am Prakrithi. All of creation are my children. I will prove it.

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I argued with Swami. “A father punishes bad sons, but a mother cannot.” These are the natural feelings of a mother. Her feelings do not separate a good son from a bad one. A mother showers equal love on her children. In the world there may be bad sons, but there can never be a bad mother. Swami has shown the scriptural proof for this using the example of Gandhari and her 100 sons. According to Duryodhana’s horoscope, his whole clan will be destroyed due to him. All the elders like Bhishma and Vidura advised to leave the child in the forest, so that the clan would be saved and the remaining children of Gandhari survive. Due to her attachment to Duryodhana, she refused to leave her beloved son. In the end, Duryodhana and all his 99 brothers perished. If Gandhari had sacrificed one son, 99 would have been saved. This is why Swami used this example to show my nature.

I have asked for the boon of Universal Liberation. All will be liberated, both the good and the bad. Even the ignorant and wicked alcoholics must be bestowed with liberation. However, now Swami tells Karmic law should be allowed to function for some. Why? Why has Swami asked me not to show compassion to some and not forgive them? It is because they are an obstacle to Swami’s mission. They are not ignorant. Ignorance can be forgiven. These few are knowledgeable and fully aware of what they are doing.

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After the vision in meditation, I began to cry, ‘Why did I take a destructive form like this? Why did I tell like this? Nothing should happen to anyone. None should suffer for the wrong done to me’.

This incident upset me so much that I never included the chapter in the Prema Sai book. I have not used it in any book. This is my nature. This is how I was brought up. When I told Swami, “Giving and forgiving are divine qualities,” He gave the example of Sishupala, who insulted Lord Krishna one hundred times, before being destroyed. Krishna killed him only after bearing a hundred of his insults. In the same way, Swami told me that I have forgiven many times those who have done harm to me, yet their mistakes continue. How many times has it happened? If not directly, they are causing me trouble indirectly. 

I was told by some, “Do not write any more books.” After they told me not to write, I have written six more books. Swami told me to publish ‘Shiva Sutra’, on 1 January 2009. Shortly thereafter, He took the book in darshan. What should I do? Who should I listen to? Do I follow what Swami has told me or follow what others say? All this has filled my life with fear. This is why Swami has said, “How many times should you forgive them? Enough!”

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Many are jealous of me. They spread rumors with feelings of enmity and hatred. They have done many things to stop me from seeing Swami. Earlier I cried to Swami and asked the boon that whoever does evil to me, should not experience the fruit of their Karmas. Normally in life, each action one performs returns to him as reflection, reaction and resound. This is the Karmic law on which all experiences are based.
If one acts against a realized soul, he experiences greater suffering. Several years ago, I asked Swami for the boon that whomever acts against me should not suffer the effects of Karma. Then three years ago, an incident happened that caused me great concern. At that time, I had a vision where I transformed into goddess Kaali with a trishul and destroyed all. I then wrote the chapter, ‘Kali Kaali Kaali’, referring to goddess Kaali, the present age of Kali and the word ‘Kaali’, meaning empty in Tamil.

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God and Karmic Law

11  December 2008  Morning meditation

   Vasantha : Swami I am very afraid. Nothing should happen to You.

   Swami      : Why fear? What can happen to God? Nothing will happen to you and I. This fear is always with you. Nobody can separate us.

   Vasantha : Swami, those very close to You, are the cause of our separation… they are causing much inconvenience to You.

   Swami      : You destroy them all.

   Vasantha : Swami, two years ago I wrote ‘Kali Kaali Kaali’ and said that I would destroy all those who stand between us, preventing our meeting.

   Swami      : Yes you are telling this, writing this, but later you cry, ‘No no… no one should suffer’…

   Vasantha : Whatever evil they have done to me, nothing should happen to them. You told that ‘giving and forgiving’ are divine qualities…

   Swami      : You can forgive...but they are repeating their mistakes. What to do? Krishna patiently bore the hundred insults of Shisupala and then destroyed him.

   Vasantha :  Swami, a father can punish bad children, but a mother does not differentiate between a good and bad child. She showers her love equally on both. I cannot punish anyone…I cannot do it.

   Swami      : When Duryodhana was born, his horoscope foretold that he must not be allowed in the Palace; he must be left in the forest or he will be a very bad person and cause the destruct- ion of his entire clan. Due to Gandhari’s attachment to her son, she refused to leave him and so her 99 sons perished. The entire clan was destroyed. This is how you are asking Me not to punish wrongdoers now. This is the reason for the delay of the Sathya Yuga.

   Vasantha :  Swami, what should I do? Tell me.

   Swami      :  Before you said, ‘Whatever harm they have done to me, Karmic law must not affect them’. You have tied the laws of Karma. Due to a few people, an obstacle has risen for Universal Liberation. You wrote before that though Sita exemplified chastity and forbear- ance, she should have fought against injustice. Why are you now allowing this injustice? You destroy all.

   Vasantha : Swami, I will take my trishul and destroy all who prevent me from coming near You.

   Swami      :  Kill all with your feelings so Karmic law can function. Krishna revealed His cosmic form to Arjuna saying, ‘I have already killed all. You be an instrument’. Now, you be the Nimithakarana, the instrumental cause. Do not forgive them. Kill all with your feelings, then Karmic law can function as the instrument. You received a boon from Me that stopped it from functioning. Only if some are destroyed through the law of Karma, can Sathya Yuga begin for others.

   Vasantha : I understand Swami. I realize the subtle connection between God and Karmic law. Please forgive me. Now I will not stand in the way of Your Sankalpa.

                End of Meditation

20 December 2008 Meditation

Vasantha : Swami, they have banned me and my books telling, ‘We do not want your wisdom’. I am leaving with my books! You do what You want.
Swami : Where will you go? You can take all your books, but your feelings will remain. These feelings are spreading. Who can stop this? They can ban the physical body and the books, but how to stop feelings? Can one stop the feelings of those who read your books?

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I am continually writing more and more books. These feelings enter the Mukthi Stupi in Mukthi Nilayam and fill the space. They spread everywhere and enter all. These good feelings fill those who read my books. Who can stop this?
The feelings that arise in our minds every moment become the deep impressions, which shape our lives. Instead of expressing these feelings, you may hide them within. These are the many bad qualities of anger, hatred, ego, pride and jealousy, the garbage of the mind. You may keep these qualities hidden within you, but Karmic law will still function. It will never fail in its duty.
My pure feelings are expressed through my writing. These vibrations go to the Stupi and benefit everyone in the world. This is my Prema law. Nobody can escape from it. It reveals my Universal love. Your feelings reveal your ‘I and mine’.

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Karmic law differs from one to the other; it is according to their thoughts. None can know its subtle nature. A disease and medicine, does not act in the same way in two different people. It differs according to the nature of their bodies. It is the same with the law of Karma.

One man harms another and commits an act of evil towards him. For this, he will receive some punishment; this punishment may come immediately or in the proceeding days. If the same man harms a realized soul, his punishment will be very severe. How then would the punishment be for one who harms God?

If one ponders this, he can see three different ways that Karmic law functions.

It is commonly said that one should return good for the harm done to them. Forgiving and forgetting are divine qualities.

Jesus Christ said, “If someone slaps you on the cheek, turn the other cheek.” If all practice this teaching, the Karmas of all reduce. I have practiced this since my childhood. If anyone harmed or spoke harshly to me, I would punish myself. I thought, ‘The fault is in me’. I performed self-examination to find these faults. This is my nature. This nature made me ask the boon from Swami that those who have stopped me from seeing Him, those who have caused harm to me and made me cry, should not suffer the consequence of their actions.

Now Swami has given a new explanation for this.

I have come here for Swami’s Avataric mission; this is why I asked for Universal Liberation. Now the actions of some are against the Avataric mission, therefore, Universal Liberation is stalled and Sathya Yuga delayed. In order that the Sathya Yuga can come, Swami asked me to take back the boon so Karmic law can function as it should. Since they have caused an obstacle for the Avataric mission, Karmic law will surely punish them.

I am revealing the wisdom about God’s nature, how the Avatar descends and how Karmic law functions. Is it me who is writing?

Those who have stopped me from seeing Swami told me not to write books. I only write what Swami tells me. How will the world benefit if I am stopped from writing? This book is about Karmic law. It is only through knowledge of Karmic law that people will desist from making mistakes.

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There is only one sun…how to separate this? In the future, when Kali is at its very worse, perhaps they will separate the sun’s rays. ‘This is our ray that is yours’.
Scientists have made many discoveries. They gift these to the world, so that all can benefit. On discovering electrical power, one did not say, ‘It is mine, it is only for me!’ If it was patented, not all could use it freely. The steam engine was invented and trains became the mode of transport all over the world. The Wright brothers invented the airplane. They did not keep it to themselves. They wanted all in the world to benefit.
They did not say that it is our copyright. How many medicines scientists have discovered? How much it has benefited the world. All these discoveries are the common wealth of all. To act in this way is love, the expansion of love.
Now let us look at spiritual life. Realized souls revealed many great truths. These were recorded in the Upanishads. They did not say ‘this is our copyright’. As a result, all in the world can benefit from ancient wisdom. This wisdom is commonly called Veda. If love expands, then there is no Karma. Without love, actions become binding, taking the form of Karma. When there is no love, then jealousy, ego, hatred and anger arise. These become deep impressions.

Desires are the root cause for deep impressions.
Every feeling that arises in the mind can either bind or free us. This binding is attachment. Through attachment, the thought of ‘I and mine’ arises. These thoughts of ‘I and mine’ come to us as reflection, reaction and resound. This is experience. Bad thoughts cause worries and suffering, which become deep impressions. Deep impressions are nothing but Karmic law. Accordingly, we again take birth. If there are no impressions, we will not be born. Chitragupta is said to be the accountant of lord Yama. People commonly say ‘Our accounts are going to Chitragupta; he is recording them’. Our deep impressions are Chitragupta. All have a Chitragupta within them; his records decide our life and experiences.

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