Οm Sri Sai Ram
Swami asked me to
finish this book on His Leelas and print it. He also asked me to construct a
new building like temple Garbha Griha and to move there. He drew a sketch of
the temple dome. Though He has given drawings like this, written beautiful
poems and other matters daily, my mind is not interested in anything.
What is the use of
building a temple? What is the use to make me a god? What is the use of living
in a Garba Griha? What is the use of showing arathi? No, no, no,. I do not want
any of these things. I want only Swami. What is the use of this life without
seeing Him? If I wanted the life of a goddess, I would have showed myself as
that when we came to the ashram. I do not want this. I want Him, only Swami. I
am crying and crying in unbearable pain…
17 January 2010 Meditation
…Swami: I will write
Who can write about your Prema?
This Prema epic is this maiden’s immortal epic
Man, deva, none can write this immortal epic,
Adi Moolam Adi Shakthi’s, Prema immortal epic,
The Primal soul, Adi Moola Adi Shakthi’s heart
sweet epic,
Who can write this? This is an immortal epic,
Brahma writes on the forehead of all with the
lotus stem
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Swami’s sweet words
Swami
gave many hints for writing this book. Along with this He also wrote the
following song and the words. “Swami’s madhuram words”. Let start with the song.
Janani Janani Vasantha Sai Shubha Janani
Sathya dharma Shanti Prema Sahayai Shubha
Janani
Poornaavatari Sri Sathya Sai Sahayai Shubha
Janani
Janaki Radha Mangala Kodha Sarva Guna Sampanna
Shubha Janani Shubha Janani Mama Loka Matha
Janani
The Supreme Mother Vasantha Sai confers
auspiciousness.
She helps Sai establish Truth, Righteousness
and Love by her auspicious birth.
She has come as the female Avatar to help Sai
in her auspicious birth.
The qualities of Janaki, Radha and Kodhai are
fostered in her auspicious birth.
She is the auspicious Mother who confers all
virtues.
The Supreme Mother of the world confers
auspiciousness.
At
the top of the song, Swami wrote,
“ This is an auspicious offering
to the birth of the Mother. This is offered to Mother.”
…All are said that they are unable to think of God, whereas I am crying
that I am not able to forget Him.
…We must realize that our thoughts are the cause of all our difficulties
and problems. If thoughts become pure, then all suffering comes to an end.