12 December 2008 Meditation
Vasantha : Swami, please tell some more about what You
told me yesterday.
Swami : You have given a boon like that given to Bhasmasura. They are
continually putting their hands on your head and making you suffer. Now you
destroy or curse them.
Vasantha : Swami, I do not know how to speak harshly… I do
not know. What shall I do? You destroy them in the Rudra Tandava form… or send
Shiva Ganas to destroy them. I take back the boon I asked for. Please You do it
Yourself.
Swami : Another thing. On one hand, you cry wanting Me and on the other you
desire Universal Liberation. These feelings are spreading throughout the cosmos
through the Stupi. Those who oppose you are always thinking of ways to stop you
from seeing Me. Their feelings are around you. This is the big obstacle to your
vibrations. How did their thoughts get this power? From where does this power
come? It is because of your blessings. You blessed them ‘live long, live
long’. This is giving them power, this is the other side.
Vasantha : Swami, through ignorance I have become an
obstacle to myself. Now I understand. Enough, enough… destroy them. I cannot
forgive them any longer. I realize my mistake. Please destroy them.
End of Meditation
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