PARAMATMA SATCHARITA - 2
My joyful moments
1.Swami announces to me in meditation that I am Radha. This was a joyful
moment for me. How much happiness
I experienced when Swami announced
this!
From a young age I wanted to marry Krishna, I was always thinking of this.
When
Swami told me I wasRadha, it gave me
untold joy.
2.On 27 May, 2001 Swami asked me to make a PottuMangalya, which He then
touched
and blessed. It is through this He showed that I am His alone. From my
youngage,I wanted to marry Krishna.Swami did all through this second
announcement.
Now I belong to Him alone. I wanted to marry Krishna as a child,
but
was married to another. I thought whyI
havemarried this humanbeing.This
causedme to suffer greatlyand cry. Swami then asked me to remove that
Mangalyaand wear His pendanton my Mangala
Sutra. He said even if my
husband
died, do not remove the Mangala Sutra, the sacred thread. “Do not stop
wearing
yellow saris. You are Nithya Sumangali, Nita Kalyanithe eternalbride!”
After my husbanddied,Swami asked me to makeanewMangalya, which He
touched and blessed inBrindavan. Through
this,He confirmed that I belong to
God alone. Now I amNithyaKalyani,NithyaSumangali,NithyaKanni, the
eternal
vir
gin.
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3.Swami asked me to come to the VashistaCaveand said He would marry me
there.
We went there and spent the whole night in meditation. Then in the early
hours of themorning,Swami appeared
in my vision and said, “You as Pure
Consciousnessmerge in Me Pure Consciousness. Merging is marriage.” It is in
this
way I merged in God. Yet, even though I merged with God, I remained alone.
This is for performing Swami’s Avataric task. As I am in thisstate,I undergo
great
suffering and am always crying, suffering in both mind and body.
4.Here,Halinka
compares the three kings or wise men with the Ashramites. When
the threekings came to know of the birth of Jesus, they went in search of Him.
Here there are ten people who came to know of me and came in search of me.
They are now with me in theashram.
Whatever I write of Swami’s
glory,they
make into books and publish them. They are chosen by Swami and are here
helping
me. When weleave, theywill disappear with Swami and I. They will
then
come again in the Prema Avatar time. It was after my merger in VashistaCave
that Swami asked me to build the ashram.
This is also one of Swami’s
announcements.
5.Just as Jesus was resurrected, Swami will also come again. Here she compares
Swami coming to theHill Housein a physical form. It is from here Swami will
come out in December.
How many different
places has Swami been in since He
left His body?Finally,He came to theHill House. It was in 1996thatSwami
announced
that I was Radha. How manydivine
announcementshas God revealed
since then! These announcements are not made by angels or wise men. This is
God Himself
announcingtruth. This truth has grown, step by step and emerged
as
110 books.
6.After this Swami will go to Prasanthi
and appear there. He will then stay there
permanently
andcome to Mukthi Nilayam. Jesus
resurrected but He did not stay
in the world. Swami comes anew and will live here, finishing His Avataric task.
After His task iscompleted,He and I will leave this world. It is onlyafter He
comeswill the Stupi andVishwaBrahma Garbha
Kottam begin to function.
7.Halinka compared how the physical form of
the Virgin Mary left the world,with
the waymy bodywill leave the earth.My body becomes, youthful,
virginal and
wholesome. Then inmylastmoments,it will be transformed into ajyothi and
merge
with the body of Swami. This is something that has never happened in the
world or in any otherAge.Thus,this is not the story of a name and form.It is
ParamatmaSatcharita.