God resides in the heart cave as a spark of blue light. As our sadhana intensifies the light encompasses our entire being.
From the book liberation Here Itself Right Now Part 3
“Sarvadharmaan
parithyajaya mamekam sharanam vraja
Ahamthwa
sarva paapebhyo mokshayashyaami ma shuchah”
Abandoning all dependence on all duties take refuge
in Me alone,
I will liberate you from all sin; do not grieve
I sacrificed stree dharma (a married women’s
obligatory duties as stated in the scriptures) and my duties to the family. I
took sanyasa, renouncing all to live only for God. Sacrifice and Prema became
my life. After sixty years of continuous penance, Bhagavan Baba accepted me as
His own on 27 May 2001. My long and intense penance bore fruit. I became
His alone. Although I am in such a state, I consider His blessings as my only
wealth. His signature on my books, the blessings of vibhuthi, kumkum, turmeric,
and His handkerchiefs are my only treasures. Apart from these, I do not have
any interest in name, fame, money, riches or foreign contacts. I only want that
all of you should experience the bliss that I do. Everyone in this world should
be liberated. Until then my tears will not stop, my struggle will not end. I
will obtain mukthi for all from our most generous Lord. This is the ultimate
aim of my life.
This book speaks of many extraordinary experiences,
amazing events and incredible incidents. Therefore, I was very apprehensive
about writing it. However, Swami encouraged me and even wrote on my letter,
“Write do not be afraid Radha.” He signed it, “Baba.” At that time I had
written only fifty pages. After this incident, whenever we took the book for
blessings He blessed each chapter with vibhuthi, turmeric and akshatha. He
showed His approval through the many photographed miracles that were taken in
connection with this book. No other book has been blessed as much as this one.
When I was writing Liberation Here Itself Right Now
Pt. 1, Swami revealed that I am Radha. In Liberation Here Itself Right Now
Pt.2, He revealed me as His Shakthi and Prakrithi. In this book, Bhagavan has
disclosed many startling secrets of His incarnation. After I completed this
book, Swami told me to divide it into three sections and name them after the
Vedas: Rig Veda, Yajur Veda and Sama Veda. The Rig Veda starts with the
annunciation ‘Agnimeeley…’ The first Veda section of this book describes the
intensity of the fire of Prema. In it I have written about my experiences and
of the ‘test of fire’. Swami said ‘Asatomaa Sathgamaya’, lead me from untruth
to truth is the essence of this section.
The essence of section two, the Yajur Veda, is
‘Tamasoma Jyothirgamaya’, lead me from darkness to light. Swami said that the
Sathya yuga or the Golden Age, will dawn, taking the world from darkness to
light in the time of the Prema Sai Avatar.
Sama Veda, the third section, praises the Lord’s
glories in musical verses. The third section of this book describes how the
deep impressions in Radha’s mind have been expressed in sweet music. A Tamil
saint has sung that the day when he has not praised the Lord with the flowers
of the Vedas, is the day when he has not taken food. I also worship my Lord
with Rig, Sama and Yajur Vedas. I dedicate them at His divine feet.
I opened the Esavaasya Upanishad before completing
this book. I read the last sloka, which is a prayer to Lord Agni, “Gamey
naya supatha...”
“Oh Lord Agni
please take us on the righteous path to enjoy the fruits of our karmas! You
know all are thoughts and deeds.”
After death it is the lord of Fire, Agni, who leads us
on the path. He takes the jeeva to Brahma loka. The one who has reached Brahma
loka will not be born again. He has attained mukthi.
Jeevan mukthi is realizing one’s true nature. It is
attained while living. This book tells the story through personal experience of
how a jeeva has attained the state of jeevan muktha. Everyone can attain this
state. We must attain it! This is the reason for writing this book.
I was very afraid to name the sections of this book
after the three Vedas. I told Kothai that Swami should give me some proof, only
then will I name them. One day while I was meditating in Kothai’s house, I saw
Swami’s feet on an orange colored plate. After meditation Kothai gave me a book
called ‘Paduka Sahasram’. The back cover featured Swami’s divine feet. I was
very surprised by the coincidence. I told Kothai to just open the book for a
message. Kothai closed her eyes, prayed and selected a page. A verse on that
page read:
“O paduka,
Because you adorn Lord Sri Ranganatha’s
feet
You are worshipped in all the worlds.
Are you commanding all the eight
directions with the sound of Lord’s footsteps?
Or are you conversing with The Lord’s three
consorts, who embody the three Vedas?
Or are you saying, ‘Why fear when the
Lord is here, don’t be afraid.”
The last line of this verse declares that the Lord is
our refuge and one should fearlessly sing His supreme glory. I took this as a
message to disregard any fear about patterning the book after the Vedas. Since
I have to write about many strong, unique feelings and experiences, I am always
writing with great caution. I was happy about this message. I have followed
Swami’s instructions and written His words of Truth in this book. Come read
it... reflect on it... absorb it and be benefitted!
Jai
Sai Ram
Sri
Vasantha Sai