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Awareness Article #4
Clever King!
"I
am Atma. This birth is given to me to merge with God."
One should contemplate in this way and transform
himself.We must know the
truth
of the Atma. This greatest Avatar came here to teach this.
Enough!
Awake! Arise! You are not the body!
Itisthrough
body consciousness that the ‘I and mine’
arises; man desires more
andmorewealth. As he desires
to be like others, anger and jealousy
enter him. Yet,
when
he leaves the body, he will not take anything with him. Who is wife? Who is
child?
This
truth is shown through Valmiki's story.
The
robber Ratnakaramurdered and robbed
many, using the wealth to look after
his family.
Sage Narada came and told him to ask his family, 'You are sharing
the
wealth,
but will you share the sin?' They said, 'It is your duty to protect your
family. We
will not share your sins.' It was only after this Ratnakararealizedhis mistake.
He
performed
penance and became sage Valmiki. Likewise, whatever hard work you do for
your family,
no one will share your sin. You must try to remove these qualities. Lust,
anger, greed, attachment are sinful qualities, which come through
body consciousness.
Youmust remove body consciousness. Declare,
'I am Atma. This body and those
connected to the body are not connected to my true Self.' It is in this way you must
contemplate.
The 8 Egoisms
Swamigave a paperon which Hewrote:'Identifythese 8 egoisms.
You must
trample
down the 8 egoisms. Theconceitsthatdevelop
are of family, wealth, personal
beauty,
youth, scholarship, native place and even accomplishment in austerities along
the
spiritual path. '
And
then again....
'Ego
is the screen that veils God or true Self'.
Now let us see the8 kinds of egoism. Swami says you must trample
down this
egoism. He is telling
in harsh words. Father pours love on children. When theymake
mistakes,
he uses harsh words and is strict with them. Swami is the embodiment of love,
butHe shows strictness towards the children
who are going on the wrong path. Let us
see the egoism that arises in the eight different
categories
.
#1Family-Attachment begins in the family: first wife, then children, grand
children andgreat grand children. In this way, attachment grows and catches
hold of
one
tightly. A few days ago,I read a
story in Swami's book.
... Once a king performed penance
and God appeared in front of him.
The Lord asked the king what he wanted.
The king said, 'I want to see the
coronation
of my great grandson!'
Swami relates
this and wonders
at the cleverness of the king to ask for such a
boon.
All is contained in this one boon. Firstly, the king should have a son,and thenthe
son should have a son and hisgrandsona son. All should become kings. The kingdom
should
not perish and the king keeps healthy to witness all!
All desires
such as wealth, name, fame, heirs are contained in this one boon.
Swami shows throughastoryhow many desires there are in one man!The king asked
this
boon so his entire clan will be kings. God Himself came in front of Him, yet
due to
hisdesires,he
askedforsuch a boon.Kuchela
was very poor and went in search of God.
However, when he saw God,he forgot to ask for anything as he was immersed in so
much happiness.Thus, this egoism or pride that arises from being in a rich or royal
family
should be eradicated.
#2Wealth-The pride of wealth is very worst. All is perishable. Wealth is not
permanent.
Today’s beggar is tomorrow's millionaire; today's millionaire is tomorrow's
beggar. Swami tells this often. The pride of wealth is the very worst quality.
The rich
often
have no respect for others. God cannot be attained through wealth. Humility
alone
is
required. Mahalakshmi is the goddess of all wealth. Yet she only wants to serve
at the
feet of her Lord, Mahavishnu. When Swami describes
about the nine path of devotion,
He
gives the example of Mahalakshmi forPada
sevanam.
#3Character-One should develop good qualities, however,
it is very bad if
pride arises in one who thinks they possessgood qualities.Vinobaji
tells in his treatise
on
the Bhagavad Gita that:
'If
one is proud of his good qualities, or that he is a good man, itisbetter
to be a
bad
person!’
This does not mean that I am writing
and supporting those with bad qualities.
This is not
the meaning. If one is good and is proud of those qualities, it is worsethan
being a bad person.Vinobaji give the example
only to showhow terrible
the quality of
pride is.One should not know that he is a good person.
When one has this much
humility,
pride will not arise. Once, Dharmaraja was asked to find one bad person in the
world.Sometimelater,he returned and said, ‘I searched theentire world, but all are
good
people. I alone am bad.' Dharmaraja isknown
asthe King of Dharma.However, he
had a completely different point of view abouthimself. In his eyes, all in the world wer
e
good;he alonewas
bad. He forgot himself. He forgothe
was a good person. If this much
humility is there, then there will be no pride. Though he was aKingwith all good
qualities,
he did not feelpride. One who is
good, should be egoless to this extent.
#4
Pride of Beauty
This
is a great danger. One day your beauty will vanish. What is beauty? It usually
indicates outer beauty. Yet for how many days will outer beauty last? All is perishable.
Beauty remains
through your youth. Once old age comes, beauty fades away. Do not
think
about outer beauty. Focus your attention only on inner beauty.
Of the celestial beings,
outer beauty is appropriate only for Apsaras,
as they are
ever young. The beauty of human beings on earth is like lightening, disappearing in a
flash.
So do not pride over beauty.
#5
Youth
Youth is also like lightening, disappearing instantaneously.To pride over being
young, Swami often says, “Respectyour elders’. Today’s
youth are tomorrows
elderly.
Time is always changing.
A child is born, becomes
a youth, reaches
old age and finally
dies. So none should be proud of their youthfulness. Man’s goal is only to attain God.
Yet, if God’s grace is present,
one can be forever young. An example
of this is
Markendeya.
He was told that he would die at the age of 16. Fromthat day forward, he
performed
intense devotionand God granted him
the boon to be ever 16, a Chiranjeevi.
Now
yuga after yuga, he remains 16, always young. Adi Shankara also stated and
warned
that
one should not be proud of their youth. Swami tells the same.
Let
us see an example. There was once a King named Bhuru. He became old, yet
still
desired to enjoy the pleasures of being young. He asked his sons if they would
agree
to take his old age in exchange for their youth. Of the foursons,three refused.
The
youngest son agreed and took on his father's
old age. The father then cursed the other
three
sons to become hunters. The youngest son greatly suffered from the life of old
age,
while
his father enjoyed a life of being young. After a long time, he took back his
old age
andcrownedhis
son as King.
This story shows ones attachment to youth. Through
the Kings desire to
experience the enjoyments of youth, he made three of his sons into hunters and his
youngest
son into an old man. He had such power that hecould
curse his three sons and
transform
the other. Yet, he spent all his powers to delight in the joys of being young.
If
He had just turned all his energy toward God, he would have attained immorality. So
youth only remains a few years, before old age comes. None
can escape for this
.
#6
Scholarship
This means scholarship in the Vedas and scriptures.However,the pride of
thinking you are a scholar is very very bad. Once many scholars
gathered atKing
Janaka’s
court for a debate. The rule governing thedebate
said the one who is defeated
would be punished. Ashthavakra then entered the court. His body had 8 bends. When
all
the pundits saw him, they laughed saying, “What work does this boy
have before us
pundits.”
Ashthavakra replied, “I have come to debate with you. Do not judge by seeing
my outer appearance.” Then whatever question
was asked of him, he answered
correctly.
He cracked the pride of all the scholars. So your pride of scholarship must be
removed.
Divinity
exists in everything. We cannot say how and throughwhomthis divinity
is revealed.
Swami once told a story of a boy named Mansur. Mansur was a small boy.
He had realized his true nature.
He left home and He would continually repeat, “I am
God;
I am God.” While walking on the street he wouldproclaim,
“I am God; I am God.”
Many
pundits heard this and scolded him not
to speak in that way. They said,
“Do not
say this, how can you become God?" Yet he would repeat it again and again. Lastly, he
was
brought to the see the King. The King said, “Oh child, you are very small, you
should
not speak in this way.” He replied, “I am God.” The King then got angry and ordered
that
his eyes be gouged out. He became blind. However, he continued to say, "I
am God;
I
am god." They then cut his hands and legs. Theblood flowing from his body said, “I am
God; I am God.” He then died and his body was burnt. The ashes too repeated,
“I am
God;
I am God.” This shows that he had realized God. Every atom within his body was
resounding
with "I am God." So what is the use of scholarship? Through their
scholarly
pride,
they killed a genuine saint.Oh,Swami, how much advice and instruction you
gave
us.
How many examples you have narrated.
Will the human mind awake? Through
the
pride of their
scholarship, they must bear
the sin of killing a great
saint.Therefore,we
cannot
judge truth through our human intellect.
#7
Native Place
Someone
is proud of their native place and clan. This is also very dangerous. Let
us
see an example. The Yadavas were very proud that Krishna was born into their
clan.
Once
some rishis were stayingnearby. Some
of the Yadava youths decided to test them.
One of the youth was Sambhan,
born to Krishna and Jambhavati. The other boys
dressed
him up as a pregnant woman and brought him before the rishis. Theysaid, “Oh
rishi
please tell which child will be born to this girl." The rishi said, “An
iron pestle will
be born that will destroy your entire clan.” Immediately, an iron pestle was born. The
boys then crushed the pestle into powder and threw it into theocean. A small piece
remained, which they could not make into powder.They also threw it into the ocean.
The powder dissolved in the water.Through this water, the grass grew on the seashor
e.
One
day a festival was held near the seashore. All were drinking alcohol, singing
and dancing.
They forgot themselves and started quarrelling with each other. They
pulled the grass from the ground and began to hit each otherwith theiron-like grass.
Eventually all died. Like this, the Yadava clan was destroyed
through the curse by the
rishis.
This is the pride of a clan. Due to their pride, they insulted the rishis,
which lead
to
the ruin of their clan. The rishis are aware of the three times: past, present
and future.
Did
the boys not know this? Why then did they dress up Sambhan, Krishna's
son, as a
woman
and ask therishisthis question. It is because they had the
pride of being born in
Krishna’s clan. It made them speak in this way. In the end, their entire clan was
destroyed.
Dwarka was also submerged into the ocean.
#8
Accomplishments in austerities along the spiritual path.
The sadhana
we perform on the spiritual
pathcanmake us proud. This is very
dangerous. Wefeel 'Oh,we are performing great austerities and walking on the path'.
Many think in this way andthen create ashrams andbecomeleaders.
This prideof
spiritual
accomplishmentmustalsobe
removed. Let us see an example.
Once
KingAmbarishawas observingafast for
Ekadasi. The pundits told the King
that
a good time had arrived to break the fast and that he should eat.Just prior tothis,
SageDurvasacame to see the King and toldhimthat he would return after taking his
bath. The punditsagain requestedthe King break his fastas thecorrecttime had
arrived. He then drank some water. Hearing this,Durvasa became very angry and
cursed him.Immediately,Vishnu’s
chakra appeared and began to chaseSageDurvasa.
He
ran and ran. He ran to the devas, Brahma andMaheswara.
Yet, none could stop the
chakra.Lastly,Vishnu
instructed SageDurvasato go to Ambarisha and ask for his help.
Hedid so.Ambarishathenprayed
to the chakra and it disappeared.
Thisstory shows thespiritual prideof Durvasa.
We must performspiritual
sadhana till our last breath. This is true penance. Once Gandhisaid,"do not call me
Mahatma now. If a person stands before me, shoots me; and yet,I am not angrywith
him and am chanting
Rama’s name, you may call me aMahatma."Humbleness and
simplicity
is very very important in spiritual sadhana. Ego destroys man.
Ego is the screen that veils God or the true self. God and Atma is the same. So
Swami
wrote about these 8 kinds of egoism.
Jai
Sai Ram
VS